“If you want anything in life, you have to work hard to get it. That’s really it…It’s hard to find people who want it so badly that it’s all they think about. There’s a price you have to pay, and it’s putting in a lot of hours. That’s the number one thing that I tell people: work, work, work, work, work.”—Art director and artist Michael Cina. (via creativesomething)
The first time around I didn’t appreciate a thing. But I am so happy to be back in a school with wonderful instructors. In my eyes a lot of things are going to shit right now but if there is one thing that is worth doing it’s going to school to be able to work a job you love. I feel myself getting a little closer every day to becoming the best teacher I can be and that’s the one thing that gets me up in the morning every day with motivation to not sweat the small stuff, hope for the best and work for a better future.
Every night I go to sleep.
I see how close I was to dying
How I barely got out of that car a live.
I think the worst punishment for you.
Is for you to see it every night.
The day you almost killed a young girl full of dreams, who was strong and not afraid.
Because of you she’s afraid of everything now.
Her arm kills her every time she try’s to play her instruments she loved so much.
Every time she walks too much her ankle still hurts with every step.
You’ve destroyed her. Broken her. Killed her hopes and dreams.
But of course nothing is fair so I’m sure you sleep easy and never even think about it.
You’ve ruined me.
I hope you know that one day.
But I have finally realized there is no hope for you. I cared about you and tried to help you. All you did was lie to me, betray me and stab me in the back. I know now everything you ever said to me was a lie. You never cared about me and you just kept me around so you had someone to listen to your problems, help you when you needed them and care for you when you felt alone. I really don’t even know why I ever stuck around and helped you in the first place. Now it’s time for me to let go and never turn back. So goodbye and don’t you ever come looking for me again