I just hide mine better then most.
Every time I disappoint you. Every time you think you hate me. Every time you think “what happened to her?” You made me this way. What you did to me for the past three years molded me into the women I am today. I’ve come to terms with who I have become. Now it’s your turn.
I stopped giving a fuck about stupid people and wasting my time making plans with unreliable people my life has been significantly better. Lol
And it feels so good.
I am so lucky that I have you. You are my rock, you are the only thing keeping me together. I never thought I’d truly fall in love with anyone the way I have with you.
Sure we have had our ups and downs. But you know your the first person that if I really felt like if there was ever a minute I wanted to give up, I couldn’t because I knew you are a part of me.
Everything about you is special to me. You always talk about being lucky but I’m the lucky one. The things you do make me feel like I’m flying. It’s you I want to be with every day. Everything about you is perfect to me. You’re smile, accent, eyes, your laugh, the way you watch me when I’m working on a new piece of art, the way you look at me when your trying to cheer me up, the way you hold me when I really need you, the way you kiss the top of my head for no reason. I could go on for days and days talking about everything I love about you. But that’s the thing there isn’t one thing I don’t love about you. I know you don’t believe me when I say how much I love you but I wish you would. You are so beautiful to me you have no idea.
It’s almost been two years, I hope that this never ends. You are my world. You are my happiness. You are you and thank you for that.
I love you so much